'little' chat--^^

suddenly think of you so come up here have a little chat with you~
how are you there dye? been a long time nvr heard from you. feel quiet inquisitive about your life there. i don't know, and no one ll tell me too cuz they are too, don't know how you at there. So, i jz can assume that u are doing good there as you own a gud kind of heart and polite. ^^ sure be! hehe.

it's already one year and above you left us. I think the situation now ll be different if you are still be here. Maybe we ll go for travel again, maybe you now studying in kl, or maybe you are accountant work for a big firm, and maybe now, you got a pretty girlfriend and so on, or maybe, you planning to marry this year, haha..cheerful! if the scene ll be wat i mentioned jz now, wow, how fantastic of it~ well~ it's jz an imagination~need to come back to the reality too-that you have left go be in somewhere which is full of new challenges and new life~you gonna fine~

The blog created for you also, almost year above, i noticed that, the people who come here to drop the comment become less and lesser. Here, i can make an explanation to you.- They are too busy with their activities. Some of them maybe busy with their honey or darling, some of them maybe busy with the activities which organized in their school, some of them even busy will their coming up final exam. The times have gone too fast, everything just like a dream. Just an eyes, can't believe that i coming to 21 year old dye. Can't accept to the reality. People grown up, the things come more and more, and the responsible too, more and more. Have to think seriously, and formally about the coming future. If really cant find out the way you exactly you want to walk through, it would be tough. and now, i am facing with that problem. Afraid, nervous and looking forward to it. speechless about that. recently has thought too much of it~ gonna be crazy soon, so better stop to talk about the future.

let's talk about the current life here~ same as usual~ wake up, eat, school, assignments, presentations, exam, then sleep. kaka~ that's all to describe my current life style. oh ya. less one~working~ i start my working life too~ hehe..well, tired, bored, yet have fun~ hehe.. fun? dun think so.==''....tell you, i have been tried a few jobs, but i like none of it i think. A question at here, how do you know whether you like your job or not? damn confusing on it~ finding the answer by trying the job one by one. But parents them scare i ll be cheated by some people..erm. this world is full of faked people, jz depend on you how to face only.. maybe, i can get other opinion from here..( if ppl read the blog that posted la~ hehe^^).. ..i wonder, why the clerk can sit for whole day in the office to do the jobs, why the salesman can run everywhere to get their target, where do they find the motivation to continue with the life which i described it as boring and tiring lifestyle~ perhaps, they like their job..ahm..hope to get response through here~

does people think of migrate? they wish to migrate or not? which meant that they don't wan to stay in the current country and migrate to their dreamed country? for me, i have such thinking~why? bcz i dislike to be staying at here? how to migrate? jz marry to there? haha~ new life~fresh!~wow~daylight dream onli i think~ but i wish to get tht~hehe..selfish thinking i think~

actually i tended to have a short talk only, but now, it's seem to be a long talk here..haha~
got to go~ i am damn hungry but nite dye~canot eat~ so, jz sleep~

nite^^
have nice day~

wondering of ==

kai hee, how are you there?
long time din come out here dye..feel like wan to chat with you~

i wonder, i wonder~
i wonder wat exactly i like to do?
been tried so many things dye, seems like all the things not suit to me.
what is the exact thing that i prefer to do? every jobs that i tried, it's seem like for me easy to give up. easy to lazy, easy to give up, easy to find an excuse, the enthusiastic of working seems like suck! is that wat i wan? blaming..keep blaming on myself why? i wonder why?
i won't be success if the situation remains.i ll hate myself more and more~
i cannot continue to be like that...i have to find out wat exactly i wan to do?but i dun know..can u give me a direction? i jz nd an exact direction. please~i lost my way.lost~lost~

Get on with what you want!

halo to you again.

Feels like nth to do so, sienz, hollow, and down, so come here to have a talk with you.
Recently i am fighting with my target to do parttime job to achieve the amount that i have set by my own. Have been trying to apply for many vacancies in a same times, wish to get more chances to work. Actually my parents are not agree with my planning as they feel that now is an important time to study but not for work as i still can, work in the future time. Ya. i cannot say they are wrong and also, i cannot say they are totally right. It's because every steps that i take, every steps that i leaps do have my own thinking and planning.

Ya. it's true to say that my purpose to work the part time job is to earn some extra money to spend and keep some of it into the bank for my future, they can disagree with me upon to this point but they cannot stop me from gaining experience from outside earlier than other people. The situation now is different to the previous one since to nowadays, there are a lot of degree holders in outside fighting for the good, comfortable, higher position and good payment of the job. If i don't try to make myself to be high demanded and never take any action to improve myself during my degree, it would be very tough for me to compete with other people in future of time.

Last few days, i just followed a friend to a dinner which is quiet a large activity that organized by GBBM and other communties where there was attended by Ministry who has owned a high position in politic. It's a formal place which doing the formal things. This event also, attended by a lot of political's member and i was given chances to talk with some old folks who has owned a lot of experiences in the working community. Some of them are engineer for a company and some of them do own business. We had touched a bit related to the academic, they told me, the important to get high demand from big company or bosses is your experience but not the result which certified in the certificate, the cert is only a piece of paper, it's show nothing, what actually they focus on when they interviewing for students is their performance on that time and the experience they have. I of cos, was agreed with the point from the beginning of cos support him and say exactly right! They has proved my right thinking. Let justify if there are two different students who one with a good result but none experience and other with normal result but experienced, who you think the more chance he will be selected? for me, i would say the latter one as the reality has showed me to that. Well, working during your study time is not something wrong, it's better for you and me if able to do it for the future. If you are able to manage the time wisely, it's will become not a matter to work.

Doing different part time job actually can let you learn a lot of something new, it's also ll approach you with different people and it's time for you to learn how to communicate with them. Maybe it will be hard and difficult for you for the very first time if you are not used to work in sales before and so am i. For me, i thought that being as a promoter is something that humiliated and sound like need to beg to them and ask them to buy the product and it's ashamed if u call them but ignored by them. But after try to do the job, i feel different, actually it's not humiliated and nothing to be ashamed at all, it's a way to communicate with them and it's other way not to be ignored by them. Yet another, i also realize that i cannot require all the people to listen to me as there are a lot of different human there.

so, hope you all don't think that working during study is something that bad which ll cause you result drop from sem to sem. it's not a matter if you could manage the time wisely and your mood separately. i am still, in the learning process to manage the time and mood to study and to work. it's one of the professionalism know how to separate the private and non-private. bless me ya! =)

You have to give it a bit of thought if you want to get the best out of it!